Is now employed by the NHS. I had a phone call this morning from the hospital. My first thought was it is going to be cancelled. But no. I was asked when my appointment was and replied "12 noon." Could I come in earlier as the person doing the operations was much quicker than the usual. They were operating today and tomorrow. Well I was stunned and didnt really know how to respond! I said yes of course. I would get in for 11 or possibly earlier. Right then.
I am still in panic mode. I like to be in control. I had it all planned. What time to set off, it can take over an hour to get to the hospital and then there's the parking. Now I am up in the air. The DP says calmly we just set off when we are ready......After breakfast.
Trying to calm myself I went down to the Prom.
I looked at birds.
And more birds.
Home again. I watched the flames, admired my new poker set.
Checked the new safety alarm.
Did some painting.
But still feel like a stretched elastic band.
Hope Speedy Gonzales hasnt got fed up and gone home. I also hope I can sleep tonight.